Saturday, May 9, 2015

Feelings on mother's day

I don't think we need another blog about all the emotions running through us on Mother's Day.

I mean I don't think you want to hear that motherhood is awesome and scary all at once.  That I fight with loving and loathing my body post partum.  That this weekend evoks memories not associated with motherhood at all.

As I am sitting here in the playroom purposefully ignoring the mess of my house to eat imaginary ice creams with my 3 year old, I am doing that girl thing of trying to sort out my feelings when it occurs to me:

I may be feeling BIG FEELINGS 
BUT I SERVE A GOD BIGGER THAN MY FEELINGS.


THAT'S my reality today.
Not my past.
Not my future.
My right NOW.

God is MIGHTY and WORTHY of our PRAISE.